; a place for sorrow.

I think it was on that Sunday, 10/10/10. You asked me whether I’ve heard of this song.

The song’s about what you were trying to say, isn’t it?

And maybe you were just too cowardly to tell me straight in the face, so you were upset (a word you and E so love to use). Saying you’re sorry that I’m stuck with someone who’s not sensitive and caring enough like you, and not someone else. Which made me upset and then you finally said ”Since we’re both upset with being with each other, I guess we’re done.”

M said that you should do something special for me on that day, since it’s a special day after all. 10/10/10 comes once every century, right? And oh yes, you did something for me. Something really special.

Aren’t you just mean.

But I guess in time I’ll find that it’s really for the better. Anyway now, I don’t have to second-guess you anymore, I have more time for myself and my family and friends. I don’t have to care about what you do anymore, about E or whoever. My priority is ME now.

(wrote this post yesterday i think)