Just went on fb and looked through E and J’s photos. Stalker as I am, I really wonder what’s going on, and I want to know without asking so I guess that’s all I can do. Realised that J’s starting to wear this ring on his right middle finger that looks like a couple ring on the day of some countdown bbq thing, and coincidentally(or not), E was wearing a ring on her left index finger, I don’t know if it’s part of some couple ring thing.

It just reminded me of when J used to say couple rings are useless, and would only get rings together if its permanent like if you’re about to get engaged or something.

And what’s up with your fb statuses. “Making a decision is one thing; Keeping to it is another..”, and then “In all honesty, i feel the hardest thing to do is to leave someone you love.” 21 hours ago from now so it would be.. around 1.30am last night. It just confuses me, but I’m going to protect myself and believe it’s not meant for me.

Cause it just really hurts, you know.